Welcoming a new idea
it's like a case of gonorrhea
it burns for a moment and then it fades
slowly releaving the pain for days
I can't explain this emotion now
I feel it hard, and I don't know how


...but it feels nice.

It screams away each passing moment
turn to me and loathe and repent
touch my face and I'll tell you lies
I'm a fake christmas tree, you gotta be close to be wise
you got to know me to see the plastic
I am jack shit, nothing fantastic
Fake and stale, slow and sore
Boring old attention whore
I like this life, I search for more
but it can't come to my door

...sleep

yes asleep in coma stage
i feel the softer side or rage
slowly it will slip away
tomarrow is another day.